Lives… are never linear… we just only know how to speak in time…

Sigur Ros - Fjogur piano

few things never go away… and even fewer that we realize…

Bjork - Joga

lunesta… benadryl… ambien… alcohol… melatonin… warm milk… counting sheep… 

few things work…

The Smashing Pumpkins - In The Arms Of Sleep

If I break down… all that I am…

Jeremy Enigk - How It Feels To Be Something On

I never forgot… but i did forget… because you made me… until i saw you again… tonight it all came crashing in… 

every song… and every touch… and every word i said and shouldn’t have said… 

i drank too much… and could never fall asleep when you did… but now i see you after all these years… how did that work out for you? 

i think i held you closer at 4 a.m… 

i haven’t been able to let you go… you’re just better at waking up early… and getting dressed and going to work and saying the right things… and making people feel comfortable…

but who makes you feel comfortable… who makes you not feel alone?…

i’m beginning to think… it wasn’t me… and the fact i couldn’t go to sleep… at 10 P.M.

Goodnight Buffalo - Ryan Adams “Harder Now That It’s Over”

Helpless… not always a bad thing to feel…

Ryan Adams - Do I Wait

Merry Christmas everyone…

Dave Matthews - Christmas Song

Prepare your children with good breakup songs… they, like we, all need them…

The Swell Season - Leave

The best Halloween song… i feel evil… in a good way…

Radiohead - Climbing Up The Walls